Whenever you feel lonely or depressed, as long as you're practicing organ playing, you're moving forward.
That's not easy to do, is it?
We want to whine about our sufferings. We want to act like we're victims of the situation.
And maybe we are. I'm not denying that chaos sometimes wins. (Check the 2nd Law of Thermodynamics).
But there are only two ways how to deal with suffering:
With self-pitty or without.
As David Altman always says, don't pray for an easy life. Pray to be strong.
So this year too, don't stop.
Keep moving forward with your practice.