I need to play another recital soon

By Ausra Motuzaite-Pinkeviciene (get free updates of new posts here)​​​​​​

When you notice that your recent public organ performance didn't go well, you have a voice that is screaming in your head:

"Get me out of here. I'm not good enough. I'm not supposed to do this. I don't deserve it. I'm not talented enough. I'm too busy to practice organ at this level. I better not play in public anymore."

But if you listen enough, you will hear another, a quiet voice saying:

"I need to play another recital soon".

(Thanks to John who has heard this voice.)